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Lonely guy finds his match.
I'm also still horny, so I hope I can get some attention from Joe when he's finished watching the news.
Sep 09/03/09 10:41PM
Yes, Joe seems to be ramping things up slowly, but I'll bet he's just testing you right now; trying to find out how serious you are about this new arrangement. I predict he will continue to try to find your boundaries, to see how far you are willing to go. The question you have to ask yourself is this: How far will you go? What limits will you place on him? Everyone has their limits, I just don't know if Joe will hit his before you hit yours.
Still, I believe that you understand yourself much better than you did a year ago, and I think you can handle whatever comes next. You have a very strong core. Yes, you may be a submissive, horny girl that loves sex, but only because YOU like being that way. This is what you want, and when you have had your fill, it will be you who ends it. It's your choice, and it always has been. This is the truth you need to accept about yourself.
Sep 09/04/09 3:15PM
Your last email really struck home with me and gave me a lot to think about. I'm not sure if you are right about me or not. Am I just doing this for Joe (being a submissive slut) or is this something that down deep I really want? I don't know. Or maybe I'm just not ready to face that question yet.
As far as Joe trying to find my limits, you may be right. At the moment I'm trying not to place any limits what I'll do for him. I want my limits to be his. Whatever he decides, we will both have to live with it. We are in this together. I trust him not to put us into a situation we'll regret later.
I have to tell you about last night. When Joe came to bed he told me he was happy with the way I handled the video chat with his sons. Then he said that he needed to "fuck" my "hot cunt". As he did, he talked to me.
"You are my slut, my fuck toy. You will fuck and suck whoever I tell you to, whenever and wherever I wish. Do you understand that?" He asked.
"I understand," I answered.
"From now on your body is not yours. It is mine, and I will use it as I see fit. Do you have a problem with that, slut?"
"Good, because I plan on sharing it with a lot of people. What do you say about that?"
"It's yours, do with it what you want."
That seemed to satisfy him because he suddenly sped up and really started pounding me. I had a huge orgasm before he came. We both fell asleep satisfied. At least I was, temporarily.
This morning when he left he told me to expect some company. He said they would ring the doorbell and I was to greet them wearing only a smile. I was to "take care of their needs" and not try to cover up at any time. His wording was kind of strange, but frankly I was expecting one of the kids to show up and so I didn't think much of it at the time.
It turns out I was wrong! At a little after 10am the doorbell rang. So I went to the door nude and opened it up wide enough to show my entire body. It was the FedEx delivery man! He started saying something, but when he looked up and saw me standing there naked he just froze in mid sentence. I was so embarrassed, but I was determined to follow Joe's instructions so I forced my hands to stay where they were.
After a couple of seconds I said, "Yes, do you have a package for me?"
"Uh, yeah, I mean, yes I do. Sign here," He said and handed me the electronic clipboard thing. I quickly signed it and handed it back. Then he gave me the package along with one last look-over and thanked me.
I closed the door and realized my heart was racing. I was also tingling between my legs and my nipples were hard. About 10 minutes later the doorbell rang again. Who could it be this time, the UPS guy? Again I opened the door completely naked. This time it was Tommy and Scott. I pulled them inside and told them I was so glad to see them.
"Can't get enough of our cocks, eh bitch?" Tommy asked.
He was really getting used to treating me like a sex toy, but Scott still has a little ways to go yet.